Hi, I’m Maya a 24 year old mtf. I am from Venice, California born and raised. I have started hormones on April 4th of this year. I joined the Army in January 2009 and will be out January 2015 (I joined because I thought that the Army could make me more of a man, but made me realize how much more of a woman I am).
I am also married to my lovely wife Jessica. She is an amazing wife wanting to perform her duties as a wife for her husband, who is a man. She will deny out of her love for me these feelings, but we both know that she wishes I would not transition. I don’t want to lose her from my life, but having to choose her happiness over mine seems to put a toll one me that feels like I am having to pay with every last ounce of energy I have. I don’t want to have to think of dealing with all of this on my own, but as I see it, I have to move on to what I need in my life to make me happy because at the end if the day the only person that I have to deal with is me; the only person I see in the mirror is me and I don’t like what I see.
If you would like to know more about me, please don’t hesitate to ask.